Today marks the very last day of the 2 young ones being in BPMCK as school mates, and I am very glad I have the opportunity to send them to school together and savor this moment for one last time.
The boys cannot understand what I am feeling now, nor do they realisze what I do right now, but in time they will.
In the hustle and bustle of life, we all often forget, some more than others, each step is a cherished memory, and one passed, we can never get it back.
If I have to try to explain it to someone, I will point to the film Interstellar. The part where Matthew McConaughey, after coming back from a time dilated mission of a few hours in his time, finds out that he was actually gone for decades where he came from. he reviewed all the video logs he missed, which are also reminders all the moments and milestones he missed in his daughter's life. It was absolutely devastating emotionally to view that, and I will probably not muster up the emotional courage to view that part again, unless there is good reason to.
Today is the end of an era for1 part of my kid's life, and though a large part of me knows I will miss it, the rational part of me hopes that my children will continue to be well developed and stun us with their brilliance in whatever they do.
I love you both very much, boys.
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